The day I’ve been waiting for and dreading all at the same time is almost here. My first baby, Ayva, is starting pre-school. The closer it gets, the more I dread it. I just want to keep my baby home with me, but I know that’s selfish. She is going three days a week, for half days, so it’s not so bad I guess. It’s going to be so great for her. I know she will love it and do amazing! It’s been so fun “back to school shopping” with her. We have all of her school supplies, a back pack, lunch box.. we’re ready. Well, she’s ready. I’m not.